26 December, 2009

Before I was a Mom...

Baby Regan Hair at 4th Mth Old~

Before I was a Mom
I never tripped over toys or forgot words to a lullaby.
I didn't worry whether or not my plants were poisonous.
I never thought about immunizations.

Before I was a Mom,
I had never been puked on.
Pooped on.
Chewed on.
Peed on.
I had complete control of my mind and my thoughts.
I slept all night.

Before I was a Mom,
I never held down a screaming child so doctors could do tests.
Or give shots.
I never looked into teary eyes and cried.
I never got gloriously happy over a simple grin.
I never sat up late hours at night watching a baby sleep.

Before I was a Mom,
I never held a sleeping baby just because I didn't want to put him down.
I never felt my heart break into a million pieces when I couldn't stop the hurt.
I never knew that something so small could affect my life so much.
I never knew that I could love someone so much.
I never knew I would love being a Mom.

Before I was a Mom,
I didn't know the feeling of having my heart outside my body.
I didn't know how special it could feel to feed a hungry baby.
I didn't know that bond between a mother and her child.
I didn't know that something so small could make me feel so important and happy.

Before I was a Mom,
I had never gotten up in the middle of the night every 10 minutes to make sure all was okay.
I had never known the warmth,
the joy,
the love,
the heartache,
the wonderment or the satisfaction of being a Mom.
I didn't know I was capable of feeling so much,
before I was a Mom .

35 comments:

Andrea Moberly said...

what a beautiful child, and a beautiful poem! Congratulations on becoming a mom :)

ruth said...

wait, did we have babies at the exact same time?? i had no idea! (mine was born aug 25, 1 week late)

happy 4 months to yours! mine turned 4 months on christmas too :)

Yuliana said...

cute regg....so i think he look like daddy? but i think he has your eyes

R a i n said...

What a beautiful poem! Your baby is adorable.

I hope you had a blessed Christmas and here's to a Happy New Year!

God bless.

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